sábado, 6 de agosto de 2011
I hate you.
When you were going to tell me that?, I hate when you give me hope to have a relationship with you, I hate when you flirt with me, knowing that you are in love with someone else.
I hate when i go to you’re facebook page and I see SINGLE on you’re profile.
I hate when you know that i have a crush on you, and you still saying that you love her, and you put it on facebook! where everyone can see it.
I hate when you talk with me like i’m the only one in you’re life.
I hate when i see you and i think “woow he’s gorgeous i love him :)” FUCKING HEART!
I hate when i need to see you everyday
I hate you’re laugh, you’re smile, you’re craziness.
I hate when i feel really confused about you.
I hate when you’re really different with me, I hate when you told me that everyone look at you like the funny one, and I look at you just like Bernardo.
I hate when I listen to a song, and you’re the first one that comes in my mind with that song.
I hate you, Your’e not good for me, I’m sorry I can’t,
I need to forget you…
My heart needs to forget you..
Fix you’re life, decide…, don’t break someone else heart like you did with mine.
I wrote this a lot of time ago.
Sometimes the life is really hard with you, and sometimes is the opposite.
You met people, You have friends, You make the same routine everyday,
but when something gave you to the same person, you totally know that is
destiny.
I met someone when I was 15 years old, yes we are talking about guy, the first time we met was on the line to be enrolled in high school, my last name start with C and his last name too, so we had the same day for the inscriptions.
I was talking to him because he was beside me on the line. That was the first day I met him.
Then I got my schedule, So first day of high school started, everything was totally normal, so I met a new friend her name is Angeles, she is still my friend haah, she practice karate, so she told me to go with her to the karate practice.
So I went to the practice and Guess What?!, Yes he was there, He practiced Karate too, so i was like, “Hey, What’s Up?!” and he was like “Hi, I didn’t know that you were Angele’s friend” and i was really shocked, well not schoked, impressed.
So we speak a lot of time, about us, our families, hobbies, you know everything,
at that time I was in love with another guy (pathetic actually) so i told him, because i was really sad and i needed a advice.
He started speaking like I met him a lot of time ago, He was so kind, so different, he was a gentelmen. (and i didn’t know how amazing he was), he heard me…
we joked all day…
Another day..
It was a normal day, I needed to do a project so I was going to be late in school.
So I told my friend Angeles to go with me to my house, because i didn’t want to go alone, and he appear and he told my friend that he was going to go with her to the bus stop.
So he went with us, to my house, he stayed with me until my mom’s came. He was so kind :)…
Day passed, And I changed my schedule to the morning, and i didn’t saw him for along time.
Until the day that I saw him, one saturday, My last class ended so, I go downstairs really quick, and I didn’t saw him till she said “HI, WHAT’S UP?” I turned my head because i recognized his voice, and i gave him a big big hug, and his smile was really really big like mine’s. I said Goodbye really quick because I had my dad waiting for me, outside of the school.
Other day that I saw him suprisingly was in a parade, he was going to appear on the parade with his karate team, i didn’t know that!, I went to the parade because my cousin was going to appear. So I was distracted, I was stand up on the sidewalk, He saw me and raised his hand and he smile at me, so i saw him really quick and i smiled too :)
(This story didn’t end here…)